Things I learnt today:

1. How deceitful first impressions can be. The worst kind of them is when you think that someone seems to be reasonable and intelligent, but then they say something which makes you feel like they had vomited in your mind... I rarely get that feeling, but when ever I do it is lasting - and I hate it.
2. I spent some time reading my old blog entries and I seemed to be much more content, much happier last year around this time when N. was still around. I find it troubling. (I think I miss him.)