What Color is Your Brain?

GOLD:

At work or in school: I like set routines and organized ways of doing things, rules and directions are a great help to me.
I prefer to stay on one topic at a time. I need to know what is expected of me, and I always want to know if I am on the right track.
I like subjects that are useful and traditional, such as business, accounting, history and government.

With friends: I prefer people who are careful with their money and who make plans ahead of time. I like my friends to be loyal, dependable and on time.
I am serious about love and show it in many practical ways.

With family: I like stability and security and enjoy traditions and frequent celebrations. I like to spend holidays with family members, and I plan ahead for such gatherings.

And with different, but as suitable, answers...

What Color is Your Brain?

BLUE:

At work or in school: I like to be with people, sharing with them, inspiring them, and helping them.
I work and learn best when I can take into consideration people and the human element.
I flourish in an atmosphere of cooperation.

With friends: I always look for perfect love. I am very romantic, and I enjoy doing thoughtful things for others.
I am affectionate, supportive and a good listener.

With family: I like to be happy and loving. I am very sensitive to rejection from my family and to family conflicts.
I really like to be well thought of and need frequent reassurance.
I love intimate talks and warm feelings.

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(Cross posted to ...testing, testing...)

Dear brains,

I know we had a good day yesterday, that I drank green tea in the evening and we also know there's one Stitch-A-Thon goal to fulfill, but none of these is an excuse to wake up after less than six hours of sleep.

Thank you for your co-operation.

Yours truly,
me.

They should come and take me away, ha-ha...

I blame on my odd brains on having scent hallucinations (I'm not getting into that sort I sometimes have during migraines), and sometimes they can be rather entertaining, but sometimes... Some time ago I came from shower and went to kitchen to get another cup of coffee (Brainamp should shut oneself up. We don't need Mike and the Mechanics right now ("...she pours herself another cup of coffee....")) when I felt a scent of a man. Question is how, why and what for as it was seemingly impossible.
There's no males around here (cats don't count), nor have been since... too long ago?
I haven't put any perfume yet, and my shower gel or shampoo doesn't have that sort of scent (though I realised few days ago that my shampoo (chocolate and vanilla) and shower gel (coffee and chocolate (do we see a pattern here?)) smells like Bvlgari (explains why I liked W's scent *grin* (I'm beginning to think that it (editor's note: failure of us) was all just being too similar in 'wrong' things))) nor they have strong enough scent to survive that long on my skin - and I'd have recognized them.

Sometimes I do question my sanity. Though I know it's most likely connected with my migraines etc., as (sometimes) I've visual hallucinations during migraine attacks and I reason them with problems in blood circulation. I see no reason why these wouldn't be from the same source.
Actually I'm getting on the sane side... when I was a kid it was common for me to hear someone talking to me even I knew that person in question wasn't even in the vicinity...
And to sound cruel I think it was good that I kept my mouth shut about those. No one knows where I'd been after telling Hey, I've hallucinations. I sound crazy enough even now. (In some cultures I'd be shaman because of all the things wrong with my brains. Interesting thought.)

But enough of public self-humiliation for now. Ta-ta.

Entry no. 295; various.

There's something seriously odd in my brains. And in Mozart.

I went to sleep about 4 hours ago and woke up (once again) completely sweaty, dieing of thirst and complete messed up. Don't remember dreams I saw that well, but I know they have been very scattered and without any sense (I usually have some sense in my dreams). Woke up totally confused and very cranky, just like I've used to wake up before I found out what influence that CD I mentioned has on me.
Last night I didn't listen it. I was too lazy and way too relaxed when I realized that CD player is not on and decided to play with my fate. Apparently I shouldn't have done it.

I'm in here now because I was unable to fall asleep again.

This has nothing to do with coffee consumption. I drank my last cup in about 6 hours before I went to bed, and I've been known as a person who has needed coffee to fall asleep.
Neither have I drank tea or anything with caffeine in it. Music doesn't affect to my sleeping either.

Unless it's Mozart. At least it really begins to look like it.

Anyway, while laying in bed I came to conclusion that my brains are so overactive during nighttime that it goes far above normal activity, and that causes sweating and thirst. Apparently I use quite much energy while sleeping... It'd be nice to know how restlessly I sleep without my daily Mozart fix.

Health.

Throat ache went away and is here again, so I think that in the end it's all about.. *tadaa*.... central heating, in other words air in this apartment is too dry for my tubes. I've to remember put my air humidifier on.

And after about five weeks stable phase it seems to me that my weight is going down again.

Blogging and some serious nerdiness.

I've developed a perverted dream... I've had this server project going on about year and a half (yes, I'm fast) and lately I've been dreaming about it again. Just because I've reached new level in my bloggerism: I want to have an independent blog. (Livejournal isn't actually "an independent blog" if you ask from me)
Software is free, but it needs server which runs PHP+MySLQ (freeware too, AFAIK). And that would mean that I should learn about gazillion things and after it we could ask "Why not study that stuff then as you seem to be so friggin' interested of it?".

Interesting issues indeed.

SOLAK.

I became familiar with aspect of "charity stitching" some months ago when I really begun to find my place in cross stitching communities around internet. As a known tree-hugger I liked the idea of it, but was very disappointed because most charities seem to be flooded with religious views (and quite fundamentalistic even (in my eyes at least)) and they're focused only to one place and to small groups of individuals (and when we mix charity and religious views it easily gets ugly and leads to discriminating of individuals with "wrong" beliefs....).
But then I was reading one previously mentioned blog and found link to SOLAK's site...

Nowadays I'm a member, so I think we all know what happened after I got to their site?

Why should I understand?

Mostly it's impossible to understand human beings and their acts and ways of thinking... but on the other hand, is there really any need to try to understand the majority?

Maybe I just should accept the fact that I can never be like them, I can never think like them and because of that fact I can never understand the majority in deeper level.

Being an intelligent woman is a curse, but it is also a bliss on it's own perverted way. Even it's a bit sad to think what are my chances to find friends or lovers who are in my mental level. I do know that this sounds egoistic but it is my truth. I couldn't live with someone who isn't able to use one's brains.

I am very pro-laziness but being mentally sloth is 8th deadly sin.(...even I don't believe in aspect of sin...)