*sigh*

For once I hope that it would be sunny day.

In edge of despair with this feeling of missing him and it's cold and dark outside.
One of these days when only wise thing to do would be cuddling with your loved one in warm bed. I really miss those moments.

...those moments when you lay on bed --- with your loved one, close to that another person and completely quiet. Just be there and feel the closeness. In those moments world disappears.

I need him here, now.