Feeling blue...

I just hope that I could tell to him how much he means to me. But I am only a human, I have no words to express myself.

I miss him every second. Every morning he's first thing in my mind, every night he's last thing I see in my eyelids before I fall asleep.

And I'm afraid because I have tendency to raise people I love on pedestal and adore them no matter what they do or what they don't...

.. I just want to get him here.