Last night I got it.

I started to organize this place like I like it, packing my hubs things up. This place feels even more like home now, kitchen is almost ready. It is in fact my favorite place after bedroom - those little pleasures in life, cooking, eating and sleeping.;)
I have images of this place in my head... just waiting to be true.
In fact I feel quite peaceful now, so peaceful that it is worrying me...:) Paranoid, me? Never!:)