It seems to be true, there is no "decent" sex without great emotions... no orgasms without feelings - and I hate that.:(
I have lost even more than I believed.
It is quite hard for me as sex has always been good in our relationship and I am used to that. Now there is no point to have sex even we agreed that we can have this sexual relationship...
..and how do I say this to him without hurting him?... Damn, I am soft-hearted.:(

Yeah, they say that orgasm is not the main thing in sex. It is not but if you get used to something... Maybe I am just superficial idiot but do I miss them.:(
It is possible that I have become sentimental old fool. Or then I am just wiser now.