One sentence

...gave me the courage to open my mouth in 4th of January.

"I'd like to deserve your smiles."

Odd thing is that I just realized it. Without that sentence I wouldn't have had strength to say him that I want him.
I assume that even he doesn't understand power behind that sentence, or that it's possible that we weren't we now if he'd have left it unsaid.

After that he has really deserved my smiles - and my tears. He really seems to be worth of them. And worth of my love.

Thank you Sonnenschein.
Te amo.