I think that He had some odd image of me all those years - as he was surprised when I said today that I know I can be awful, cranky lady when I want to - and even when I do not want it.

Of course I have my faults, I am not an angel or anything idealized thing like that. I am just human with all my faults and I like it. Even I try to to be "better" person - I do not like my faults that much.:) But they also make me humane.